Monday, June 11, 2007
My Heartz secRets...

I always think that i am an independant gerl. No one can ever control my life unless i give them the permission to.
And Yes i always think that i am in control of myself...i donno why, but i Just want pple to c that i can find my own way round this werld.. This is wat i feel... I got the Power in my Hands...

But thru time, these feelings change.......
i became lost in de werld that i want to conquer... i wonder why...
sumtimes i felt so alone... even thou i felt so happy around my friends, even thou i've forgotten all my crazy past n noe im still in control, i still felt empty inside....
my heart felt so heavy...

I had a fight if my other selves.. 1 wants to ignore any sentimental feelings that i have and continue wat i do best...to be independant.
The other 2 think otherwise...they want me to juz get it on and accept the challenge.to follow wat my heart tells me to..i dont want to b broken again,there's only a small piece of my heart left to love n b loved. coz de rest was lost when A had given it away after a relationship so long n when H decided to shut me out from his lyfe..even though we still lyke each other,i shut him out too...
so i went on to b wat 1 asked me to do...to b Black n Cold.that was until H comes back n still persists to get into my heart...at this point, there are other guys in the queue, thou i don want to hear from A and H again,i still go wit H c0z the other 2 insists on givin H another chance...Majority wins mah....besides He noes me better than ani1 else n we share evrything under the Sun without being Awkward ard each other!!!

And He got the Gerl!!! i love him and he loves me. he makes me Happy n let me b wat i Am...
a childish gerl,who nids love n care..ok im not the onli childish 1...him to0..hahaha anime freakiez we both haha but i pray Hopefully we can hold this relationship fer Eternity..c0z im Lazzie enuf to start introducing n getting to noe another person again n again..haix...
These are the secrets of my heart.....
Kimiwae Aishiteru, Takumi-Kun..
i'll hold ur Heart fer as long as i can...
And to my beloved sis, Sammie, Happi berfdae...hope u love ur Cake!!!!! ahahahahahaha
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6/11/2007 08:22:00 PM|
Monday, June 11, 2007
My Heartz secRets...

I always think that i am an independant gerl. No one can ever control my life unless i give them the permission to.
And Yes i always think that i am in control of myself...i donno why, but i Just want pple to c that i can find my own way round this werld.. This is wat i feel... I got the Power in my Hands...

But thru time, these feelings change.......
i became lost in de werld that i want to conquer... i wonder why...
sumtimes i felt so alone... even thou i felt so happy around my friends, even thou i've forgotten all my crazy past n noe im still in control, i still felt empty inside....
my heart felt so heavy...

I had a fight if my other selves.. 1 wants to ignore any sentimental feelings that i have and continue wat i do best...to be independant.
The other 2 think otherwise...they want me to juz get it on and accept the challenge.to follow wat my heart tells me to..i dont want to b broken again,there's only a small piece of my heart left to love n b loved. coz de rest was lost when A had given it away after a relationship so long n when H decided to shut me out from his lyfe..even though we still lyke each other,i shut him out too...
so i went on to b wat 1 asked me to do...to b Black n Cold.that was until H comes back n still persists to get into my heart...at this point, there are other guys in the queue, thou i don want to hear from A and H again,i still go wit H c0z the other 2 insists on givin H another chance...Majority wins mah....besides He noes me better than ani1 else n we share evrything under the Sun without being Awkward ard each other!!!

And He got the Gerl!!! i love him and he loves me. he makes me Happy n let me b wat i Am...
a childish gerl,who nids love n care..ok im not the onli childish 1...him to0..hahaha anime freakiez we both haha but i pray Hopefully we can hold this relationship fer Eternity..c0z im Lazzie enuf to start introducing n getting to noe another person again n again..haix...
These are the secrets of my heart.....
Kimiwae Aishiteru, Takumi-Kun..
i'll hold ur Heart fer as long as i can...
And to my beloved sis, Sammie, Happi berfdae...hope u love ur Cake!!!!! ahahahahahaha
*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|6/11/2007 08:22:00 PM|